The Beginning of The End

haihaihai blog picisan!

2011-04-08T21:36:00.003+08:00

bismillahhirrahmanirrahim...

assalamualaikum :)

hai hai hai blog picisan!
(ok fine en.blog marah aku sebab dah lama tak jenguk dia..teehee :D)

ok macam yang aku hapdate kat fb pagi tadi kan..hari ni adalah hari ulang tahun kami yang ke-5..alhamdulillah.. :) tapi tapi tapi aku rase down weh sbb seingat aku ni lah satu2 nye anniversary yang aku x dapat pape wish dari dia..walopun dia ade je kat Terengganu tu je haaa tapi sebab skrg kapal dia tgk ade job n jauh dari darat n mmg xde line lgsg so ko ummul x payah harap lah dia nak call ko n wish eppi ennibeseri sayang! huhu :(

time2 camni baru lah aku dok ingt betapa bestnya kalo dia dok kat kapal misc skrg.. sbb dulu kalo kat misc konpem walopun kapal dia kat lautan pacific sane nun tp dia tetap boleh call aku guna satellite call yang-murah-gileeeeeee tuh tapi dia tetap jugak call walopun dapat cakap seminit jer..jadila kan dari xde lgsg..kalo dia xde call pun at least dia bleh amos amos ngn aku..huhu

so semalam demi nak mengubat hati yang lara ni aku pun g la blogwalking, blogshopping ;p sume tu kan..cari-cari pasal mariner..kata awek mariner kan takkan nak cari pasal shaheizy sam plak.. tak kental langsung! :D and i found out this one article yang sangat sangat cute..meh aku share ok..

korang-korang sume yang bf korang adalah sorang mariner mesti confirm punyelah yang korang jugak pernah mengalami simptom-simptom di bawah ini:

1. You wear old sweatpants and sweatshirts to bed. yang ni aku belum lagilah buat tapi slalu nye baju-baju yang aku nak hadiahkan kat dia sume aku pakai wat tido dlu..konon2 nak bagi ade bau aku lah kan..hahaha gile keji!tapi faizal x kisah punn..:)

2. You can watch whatever you want on TV without arguing with him first. yang ni pun aku x penah lagilah alami.. mungkin kalo dah kawin nanti ye lah kot.. habis dia nak tgk discovery channel aku nak tgk ANTM, desperate housewife..camne tuh..:)

3. You get up in the middle of the night to check your e-mail. soooo trueee! kul 2-3 pagi pun sanggup bangun semata2 nak cek email..:)

4. You sleep with your cell phone incase he calls in the middle of the night. aku rase sume wife/tunang/gf mariner buat benda nih.. we can't live without our cell phone lebih2 lgi time tu dia onboard..kalo terlepas satu call boleh moody sehari suntuk dibuatnya..

5. You love watching cute love movies because it reminds you of all the cute things he does when he's home.korean movies absolutely! :)

6. You haven't shaved your legs in weeks. hahahaha apekah? xmau komen ah~~

7. The mailman knows you because you are always out waiting for him to come. aku ingat lagi dulu faizal ade hadiahkan aku sumting and dia balut hadiah tu dengan wrapping paper warna hijau celoreng2 tuh..pastu mase abg posmen tuh bagi hadiah kat aku dia tanya: "bf askar ker?" hahaha hadoi sabo je lah aku!

8. You start paying close attention when the words "marine " or "ocean" are mentioned. betul.

9. You suddenly have an obsession with anything marine related.suke tgk je tp saye tak obsess pun even saya xde satu barang pun yang ade anchor2 tuh..suke tgk org kumpul je tp diri sendiri malas nak kumpul..:)

10. You see someone wearing an marine shirt and you get this overwhelming urge to talk to them. ok saya susah nak tegor org..sifat mustahil bagi Ummulnirah.

11. You make friends with strangers online just because they are in the same situation as you and are the only ones that can truly understand what you are going through. Alhamdulillah saya banyak kenal kakak-kakak dan rakan-rakan yang senasib dengan saya di sini. walopun x penah jumpe secara personal tapi berada dalam situasi yang sama menjadikan kami sentiasa menyokong satu sama lain..awesome huh?:)

12. You can't decide what to wear when you meet him at the airport because his flight comes in at a ridiculous hour in the morning and you want to look cute, but not too cute, because your cutest outfit you want to save for your first full day together. ok saya tak penah berpeluang jemput dia kat airport tp nak pilih baju untuk 1st date after few months x jumpe adelah sangat mengujakan ok! :) u can't decide baju mane u nak pakai..

13. Your first Hari Raya together is... apart. sob sob.. waiting for his call during pagi raya adalah sangat syahdu :( n ko takkan sampai hati raya over2 sebab ko tau dia kat sana tengah kerja..

14. You find yourself checking your e-mail every fifteen minutes. jangan kata 15 minit.. kdg2 5 minit skali pun ade.. asyik refresh inbox jeee..hihi

15. You know all the time differences between Malaysia and other countries. mostly tempat-tempat yang dia slalu pegilah kan..Japan, Korea, Africa, Egypt dan baru-baru ni Thailand pun ade ok! haha sawadiikaa sayang!

16. You realize that HOMECOMING is so much more than watching an ANTM. sangat heaven bila dia ada di sisi..i just can sit and stare him for hours.. x pecaye dia ade depan mata..

17. You want to hit any happy couple you see together. haha gila dengki nih tp memang betul pun kan..kita xbleh nak tipu diri sendiri yang time tu kita akan rase sedih bila kita tgk org lain tgh berbahagia dengan yayang masing2..tp xdelah sampai nak pegi pukul! LOL ;p

18. You get excited about "unknown" phone numbers calling you. yup! kalo dulu tuh bila tgk +1978010 kat skrin rase nak melompat lebih tinggi! weehuu :)

19. You've exhausted every idea a brain could have of what to put in a box. sampai xtau nak bagi apa dah..bagi kasih sayang je lah..boleh?

20. You can't stand girls that talk about missing their boyfriends who live a few hours away. You just want to yell "drive and go see him lah!" because if you had the chance, you would jump on the first plane to go see your mariner no matter how far it is. because for us time is so precious.. setiap saat yang ade kita nak gunakan untuk mencipta kenangan yang indah2 sebagai bekalan bila dia dah onbard nti..:)

21. You don't know what teams are .on top for football, basketball, etc. haha kami berdua memang x pernah ambik tau pun!

22. You wouldn't dream of walking out of the house without the cell phone. nak nak plak time tu dia dah smpi port atau tengah anchor.. sanggup patah balik ambik hp!

23. You find yourself randomly crying from just looking at a picture of the two of you together. ok jujur semalam baru buat!sedih kot sambut anniversary sorang-sorang..huhu T_T

24. You find yourself randomly crying and you sometimes have no idea why. di saat saya rasa saya sangat penat dengan orang-orang di sekeliling saya.. all i want is him.. and i do cry for him..

25. You stay on the internet for hours searching for anything and everything about the mariner.

26. You talk to your friends about him so much that they know his full name, birthday and even his favorite color. terpulang pada individu masing2.. saya lebih suka simpan benda2 ni tuk diri sendiri jer.. :)

27. You find yourself speaking in acronyms (that no one other than you and he would understand). mcm comel jer..:)

28. You are reading this and smiling and nodding because you know it's so true.. hihi..smilee peace yaw! :)

and last but not least..

happy our 5th anniversary sayang!

i'm looking forward for our candle light dinner okeh!

hahaha :D

the time has come

2010-10-29T22:52:00.004+08:00

can u see the ticker above??

after 4 months, 2 weeks & 3 days,,,

now the time has come to let him go..again....

[yeah it will be ok.pray to Allah! :)]

have a safe journey sayang..

ILY my mucuk mucuk..:)

[hanya jasad kita yang terpisah tapi hati tidak bukan?:)]

baik baik sayang

2010-06-03T15:49:00.003+08:00

moga kamu sentiasa baik2 saja dibawah lindungan-Nya.. :)

i'll wait yaa..

2010-06-02T00:44:00.004+08:00

u know what sayang,,,,

today u have been sailing for,,,

200 days!!!!

sayang, i'll wait for u yaa..:)

p/s: Faizal Ishak, saya rindu kamu!kamu tau kan?? :) cpt ah balikkk...

♥For The Rest of My Life♥

2010-05-11T00:18:00.006+08:00

sayang,,
lagu ini untuk kamu :)

I praise Allah for sending you my love
You found me home and sail with me

And i'm here with you

Now let me let you know

You've opened my heart

I was always thinking that love was wrong

But everything was changed when you came along

And theres a couple words i want to say

For the rest of my life

I'll be with you

I'll stay by your side honest and true

Till the end of my time

I'll be loving you

For the rest of my life

Thru days and nights

I'll thank Allah for open my eyes

Now and forever i'll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart

I feel so blessed when i think of you

And i ask Allah to bless all we do

You're my life and my friend and my strength

And i pray we're together eternally

Now i find myself so strong

Everything changed when you came along

And theres couple words i want to say

For the rest of my life
I'll be with you
I'll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I'll be loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and nights
I'll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever i'll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart
Now that you're here
Infront of me i strongly feel love
And i have no doubt
And i'm singing loud that i'll love you eternally

For the rest of my life
I'll be with you
I'll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I'll be loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and nights
I'll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever i'll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart...

from,
ummulsaad

.knape saye mcm ni.

2010-04-30T01:30:00.008+08:00

.saya rindu dia.

sangat.sangat.sangat.
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nape mcm ni?

bknnya tak penah berjauhan. bukannye 1st time dia naek kapal dan tnggalkan kamu.

mungkin sbb masa kapal smpi bintulu hari tu saya sgt sgt sgt harapkan dia dapat balik tp ternyata ~~pelamin~~ angan-anganku musnah.hmm..tu lah letak harapan tinggi2 lagi.. ape nak buat.redha ajelah.bukannye saya bleh kidnap dia kat atas kapal dan bwk dia ke teluk intan pun.kalo bleh dah lama dah buat.

kalo bagitau dia mesti dia ckp..
"sabar eh syg..kejaaaappp je lagi syg kne tngu..syg kan ade kwn2..kalo ade pape gtau kwn2..xmo simpan2 dlm hati yeh."

tp kawan2 tak sama mcm kamu.saya jenis manusia yang suka simpan segalanya dalam hati. saya tak pandai nak bercerita masalah dgn org. sebab kdg2 saya rasa mereka tak paham saya mcm kamu paham saya. ada tikanya hanya kamu yang saya perlukan tuk buat saya tersenyum semula.

p/s : plisssss masa..kasihanilah saya.:( tlg la gerak laju2.
pulangkan semula faizalishak saya dengan kadar segera.

sayang,, we are 4! :)

2010-04-08T06:49:00.007+08:00

Dear my sayang,

Our anniversary brings to mind,
The happiness and joy you’ve brought to me,
Sweet memories, the laughter and the tears,
Devoted love you give abundantly.
The place I want to be is close to you,
There’s ecstasy and peace in your embrace.
I know that I can cope with what life brings,
As long as I wake up to see your face and
and to hear your voice again,
You’re all I ever wanted, and much more.
I look at you and I still get a thrill.
Our love is the best thing in my life;
I love you deeply, madly, and I always will.
When I met you I found out what true love was,
Still today it amazes me what it really does,
I've always been in love with you even when we were apart,
From the moment I saw you I knew you'd always have my heart,
I knew that one day I'd be your girl,
And when that day come I'll have a meaning to my life,
We’ve been through so much and it hasn't even been a year,
Our love keeps growing stronger and stronger I think that's pretty clear,
Thank you sayang for loving me and sticking by my side,
When I think of you, I am filled with so much pride.
As time goes by, our love grows stronger still.
You're the most amazing man i ever knew.
I prize our anniversaries because
Each year I fall in love again with you.

this relationship is a tough one..understanding, patience, tears and lots of strength.but we made it thru'..we may not see eye to eye all the time, but i know that you love me and it's that consolation that gives me strength to move on each day of my life.. i just want you to know, that, no matter where this relationship takes us..a part of you will always be with me..and, despite all our fights and arguments..we have made it this far because we love each other..( and maybe because u are excellent in pacifiying me) ;p thank you for everything that you've done for me..the love and the undivided attention..the laughs..the smiles..the love.

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Happy 4th Anniversary luvly darling!

The best things in life

can never be kept;

They must be given away.

A Smile, a Kiss, and Love

- Tony Farrar -

proudly written by,

your girl

kasih ayah

2010-03-27T01:45:00.003+08:00

i have sumting sweet to share with u girls...
sweet tp touching..=)

video ini khas untuk ayah-ayah di Malaysia..
buat ayah saya,,,

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TERIMA KASIH AYAH!!
i heart u soooooo much :)

.kasih seorang ayah.

.harap jika punya suami suatu hari nanti,,,dia juga akan tabah seperti ini.

tagged by zilot

2010-03-26T10:47:00.005+08:00

salam...=)

hopefully suma orang pun sihat2...skrg nih musim demam dan batuk batuk tahap kronik. so pliiiisssssssss take care of ur health keh!

haaaa...baik bayar utang tag mrs.firdaus to-b e kita neh cecepat...nti kang terlupa. ok let's start!

1. siapakah diri anda di rumah?

- anak pompuan bongsu kpd en.saad & pn.fatimah
- adik kpd 2 org kakak
- adik kpd 2 org abg
- kakak kpd sorang adik lelaki
- mak sdare kpd 5 org ank sdare..6th? on da way.;))))

2. siapakah diri anda di samping rakan?

kawan yg gila-gila dan saya suka buat rakan2 saya ketawa. (ask my GFs. they noe me better)

3. 5 bende yang anda idamkan tetapi belom tercapai?

- brcuti kat pulau ngn faizal
- honda jazz
- new laptop
- umrah
- pegi spa dan dptkan rawatan dr ujung kaki smpi ujung rmbt. bestttt dpt manjakan diri!:)))))

4. siapakah nama pasangan anda?

faizal ishak/fbi/pejal

5. Ceritakan 5 perkara yang paling anda suka tentang pasangan anda.

emmmm byk nihhhhh...kalo crita 1 page pun x abes...tp dia nak 5 je kan..=)))) saya suke bila dia call sy tetiba dan ckp dia rndu saya. dia tau apa yang dia nak dlam hidup dia,,, dia tau apa yg dia nak capai dalam idup dia. saya suka lelaki yg punya perancangan masa depan yang jelas.dia slalu sabar ngan kerenah saya yg kdg2 mengada ngada minta perhatian lebih walopun kdg2 saya tau dia sgt penat lepas abes duti tp dia layankan je la gf dia sorang nih. dia pendengar saya yang baik. sentiasa ade bila saya perlukan dia walopun kadang kadang terpisah beribu batu. and da most important thing is he completes me. even though we might appear different sometimes but we have one thing in common... that's what we called ♥ :)

.muka orang teruja dapat 3G ngan bintang hati dia.

.muka orang penat duty tapi terpaksa layankan gf dia membebel. :)))).
thanks sayang!

6. bila tarikh anda couple?

8 April 2006..2 weeks to go until our next anniversary!yeayy!!:))))))

7. apakah kenangan pahit anda bersama pasangan anda?

gado gado manja tu biasela kan dlm setiap relationship?

8. lagu tema cinta anda.

xde lagu tema lah kami nih..mana mana lagu yang kami rasa sweet di halwa telinga kami itulah yang kami dengar.. tp stiap kali saya rindukan dia saya akan dengar lagu all my life by shayne ward.

9. apa perubahan yang anda ingi lihat dari pasangan anda?

saya harap faizal ishak yang saya cinta kekal begini sampai bila bila pun. :)

10.Tag 10 rakan anda yang lain.

sesape yang rajen dan dilanda kebosanan boley buat.tiada paksaan..

back to skool!

2010-03-20T02:23:00.004+08:00

cuti sekolah dah nak abis.
T_T
berat ati nk packing brg dan tnggalkan umah.

berat ati nk tinggalkan mak ayah sbb x dpt mkn masakan mak lg.
kena puasa 2 bln baru dpt mkn lagi.kurus la i lepas ni...hahaha gedik!xde effect pun...=p

berat hati nak tngalkan tv sbb kat sana xde tv.

sgt annoying bila anak sedara tepon dan update kat kamu pasal rancangan hiburan terkini kat tv. tak kisah lah walopun dorg hanya crita pasal katun Ben 10 or Geng Bas Sekolah tapi saye ttp jeles sbb x bleh tgk same2..
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okeh xpe,,,,ade 2 hari jerrrr lagi nak bergumpal atas katil puas2! gunakan kesempatan yg ada.

MARI!!

paramore

2010-03-11T19:39:00.007+08:00

salam...hyet girls.=)

jap....

fuh!!
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fuh!!
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aaaaaachoooommm!!

haaaa..byknye habuk.nmpk sgt dah lama x update..hihi.xpeee.....
walopun dah lame x update tp sy slalu jgk update kisah-kisah kamu semua..
walopun dah lame x menulis tp slalu jugak luangkan masa untuk baca nukilan anda anda anda semua...

^______^

sejak akhir-akhir nie..sy slalu ketagih nak dengar lagu nie.

.brick by boring brick by paramore.

i'm not a big fan of paramore. x penah follow pun perkembangan band nie..stakat tau gitu-gitu jer. 1st time dengar mcm biase2 jer.. 2nd time rase mcm "eh best plak lagu nih"...and now i'm addicted to this song..huhu. setiap masa pun nk dgr dan menyanyi nyanyi sumbang..hiks!=)

lagu yang best.video clip yg sangat comel.dan penyanyinya juga comel.

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i got an email from him dis afternoon..

"skrg ni musim ribut2.. xbest tol. kepala pusing. kapal asik kejap2 senget kiri kejap2 kanan.ygg, abg mabuk ni. mabuk laut. hehe.. 2nd time mabuk. tapi belum wek wek lagi eh.. masih bleh bertahan. "

haha.sayang, kamu ni kannnn...kalo dah wek wek tu dah kes lain tuh..hihi
;p

tp hati risau sebenarnya.yelah bila baca paper hari2 ada bencana alam. gempa bumi + tsunami + ribut yg mcm mcm nama tuuu.hati kekasih/tunang/isteri mana yang tak risau bila mengenangkan si dia yang berada di tengah lautan demi mencari rezeki buat yang tersayang. hanya doa yang mampu dipanjatkan setiap kali usai solat.
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"ya Allah..semoga dia sentiasa di bawah lindungan-Mu. peliharalah dia walau di mana dia berada."

aminnnnn...

away

2009-11-18T14:12:00.005+08:00

salam...

hye babe...i miss u...

i noe esok sy ade paper dan sepatutnye tgh bergelut dgn buku dan nota...sowi yer babe syg curi2 online...sy rindu sgt kat awk..dah lama sgt rasanye tak menulis kat sini...sy rindu awk tp xtau nak kongsi dgn sape..T_T

skrg bgn pagi...check msg...kosong...xde lg ucapan selamat pagi syg... sy rindu...

skrg kalo penat stdy...x dpt nk call awk lg ngadu sy penat... sy rindu...

esok balik exam x dpt release tension dgn call awk dan ngadu lg sy dpt jwb exam dan baik atau tak..sy rindu..

mlm2 bila tido sy tgk suma gmbr awk dlm hp...sy dengar blik suara awak nyanyikan lagu selamat hari lahir syg...sy rindu...

tak sabar nak tngu awak smpi jepun....saya rindu nak bermanja dgn awak lg babe...=)

awk jaga diri keh!

keje baik2!

keje rajin2!

xmau buat silap bila tgh duty!

syg sntiasa tngu kamu!=)

"Missing someone gets
easier every day because
even though it's one day
further from the last time
you saw each other,
it's one day closer
to the next time you will."

hepi besday to you...

2009-11-10T21:37:00.005+08:00

by : faizal ishak
nah kek besaq cek bg hang. kek tipu2 jek. heee..

selamat hari lahir yang ke-22 babe.. semoga pada umur 22 ni memberi seribu kenangan indah dalam hidup kita.(ceh xpasal2 'kita' plak).

babe ummul ni dilahirkan pada 08 november di hospital baling. tak cukup setengah bulan. sebab tu kalo dilihat dia agak kecil sedikit drpd babe2 yg lahir same tarikh dgn dia. kulitnya agak cerah sebab dilahirkan pada siang hari.

sejak dilahirkan dia memang gemar makan pisang. tak kiralah pisang ape pun semua dia telan. sebab itulah kalo diperhatikan dia ni agak cergas orangnya. kalo tgk tak cergas tu maknanya dia tak cukup tido.(borak sampai lewat2 malam) haa.. kepada sesiapa kat luar tu kan kalo nak ambik hati dia ni bleh la bagi dia pisang. gerenti dia suke. hehe.. roti pisang satu!!(faveret dia)

bab ingat mengingat dia memang terer. semua dia ingat. awas!! jangan sesekali mengeluarkan kata2 mahupun perbuatan yang berisiko tinggi. dia akan ingat dan dijadikan modal pada masa2 akan datang. tapi jangan risau dia ni baik orangnya. tak mungkin dia akan melakukan sesuatu yang buruk.

walau ape pun sikapmu+berlaku aku tetap cinta kamu. luv u babe.. hepi birthday.. ;)

p/s : miss u + miss u + miss u + miss u + miss u + miss u + miss u + miss u + miss u + miss u + miss u + miss u + miss u + miss u + miss u + miss u + miss u + miss u + miss u + miss u +

counting the days

2009-10-03T12:18:00.003+08:00

can't wait for dis coming tuesday!!!

cepatlahhh datang selasaaaaa.....

cepatlah masa...geraklah laju laju...

-xoxo-

Dugaan Di Bulan Puasa

2009-09-01T09:53:00.002+08:00

TMnet streamyx gedix!!

huh benci!!

tak suke!!

dah dkat sebulan tenet kat umah problem tp blum dtg2 juga mereka..

dlu mase nak register janji mcm2..skrg di mana janji janji mu?? (mood merdeka kembali ke zaman 50-an)

nak kena jemput pakai bunga manggar berkompang bagai baru nak datang ke?

tengok bulan2 puasa ni sajer nak buat orang marah..kan dah kurang pahla pose saya..hish sabau je lah..

ok to all bloggers ummul tau dah lambat tp tetap nak wish juga..

SELAMAT MENJALANI IBADAH PUASA

DAN

BERTARAWIH

DAN

SELAMAT BERMOREH JUGA BUAT SESAPE YG DPT MOREH..
(surau sini xde moreh T_T)

mid-sem break LAH SANGATTT!!

2009-08-01T01:16:00.005+08:00

Upsi has been closed due to the h1n1 virus yakni virus yg membawa penyakit selesema vavi itu.patutnye mid-sem break start dis 14th of August tp dah makin ramai student dan staff yg positive virus h1n1 neh so cuti nye terpaksa la diawalkan smpi la 9hb Ogos neh..

[suke suke suke]

sbb kalo tak cuti that's mean hari sabtu dan ahad neh sy terpaksa mengadap mid-term tuk paper kimia dan biotech..tapi sebab dah cuti so maknanye postpone lah kan exam nye..??

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eh dah lamanye x menulis smpi dah blur x tau nak tulis ape lg...pape pun,,

HEPI HOLIDAY PEOPLE!!

TC OF UR HEALTH!

The Bags Are Ready

2009-07-24T11:21:00.005+08:00

All the bags are ready... so lets go for camping peeps!! dis time tuk subjek ecology harus bercamping ke Pusat Konservasi Hidupan Liar, Sungkai tuk 3 days and 2 nights. tak tau la pusat konservasi ni akan letak kami kat hutan mana tuk camping.

[beg sape la nih..packing tak ingat2 mcm xmo balik lg dah] >___________<

camping is tiring but i hope my camping dis time will be exciting.. i hope so...

hope that i can enjoy all the activities dat have been scheduled. we will go for jungle tracking (oh i luv jungle tracking very much!) trapping the small mammals, and do some research for forest ecosystem..

Dr. Husni pesan:

1) kat dlm hutan tu nti maybe susah nak ade line tepon..n kalo unlucky xde terus line T_T. babe..nak ikut syg camping x? jom jom masuk beg!! rindunye kat dia nti x dpt call/msg2 3 hari nih. T_T

2) girls x payah nk make up segala sbb kat dalam sana tuh hanya ade beruk dan unggas SAHAJA!cet.

3) jgn buat khemah bwh pokok sbb riso kalo ranting pokok jatuh boleh tembus kepala. x penah sangka pun ranting kayu boleh membunuh orang.T_T

4) bwk Baygon sbb pacat BANYAK!

pg td dah call sek.men.alor pungsu, bagan serai tuk confirmkn yg sy akan wat praktikal kat sana sem dpn. i've no idea mcm maneeee skolah tu nti.harap segalanya berjalan baik.hmm dah nk jd cikgu dah. tp mcm x ready lg..

phieww~~

pass it around

2009-07-21T00:39:00.003+08:00

Thanks to her for dis AWARD!! seee?? bloggo world is awesome.. tak perlu pegi Anugerah Planet Muzik pun boley dpt award kan..

^__________^

1. Sila copy paste award ini di blog anda.
already done!!

2. Sila copy paste award ini di side bar blog anda.
also done!!

3. Paskan kepada 5 rakan anda.
- miss leen
- dj mean
- ikien
- mrs lune a.k.a k.ain husna
- k. azie manz

please dong!

2009-07-13T10:36:00.005+08:00

lecture kimia pagi ni sgggggttt laju!!

x paham x paham x paham!!!!

dah la saya mmg TAK SUKER TAK SUKER kimia nih..emm bukan la tak suke ape cuma minat tue kureng skit..manyak pining woh blaja kimia..T_T ade sesape yg boley yakinkan saya yg chemistry is fun??

sudahlah begitu kelas pula di pagi hari..di kala itu otak kiri dan kanan masih ding dong!! mamai tak habeh lagik.. asyik terkenang mimpi malam tadi yg terganggu dek bunyi alarm..

buat muka mati laki lecturer buat2 tak nampak...

buat muka sakit perut lecturer ckp 5 minutes break...

buat buat tak dengar lecture nanti lecturer panggil name suh jawab soklan...

buat muka tertelan cicak lecturer cakap kalo tak paham balik baca buku...ceh!

[nota tapak tangan :]
message dah delivered jadi kelihatannya seri bijaksana mungkin dah sampai
idku,egypt..berharap agar dia dapat sign off kali nie sebab bekalan kaseh
sayang makin menyusut...T_T

as easy as 1234!

2009-07-12T01:15:00.010+08:00

^_______________^

no one else can make me smile thiiiiiisssss big....=)

i just a received a phone call from +1978010. u guys tau kan betapa bermaknanya panggilan dari +1978010 pada saya..ehh bkn pd saya jer..pada kamu kamu kamu juga kn?? kalo tgk kat skrin telefon tuh ade phone call dr +1978010 maka harus senyum sampai ke telinga lah kan.. kalo sy harus senyum sampai nk tdo nanti pun blm tntu berhenti senyum...

ikien : mulllll!! faizal call!!!!

ummul : hah????? (tgh menggosok gigi sepenuh hati)

ikien : faizal call!!!!!!

lien : cepat mul cepat!!!! **teman serumah saya sgt supportive dlm memperjuangkan cinta

kami. hahaha gila geli geleman dengan ayat sendiri!! x sanggup i nyah! tetapi saya sgt
bersyukur kerana mereka sangat memahami keadaan kami..=)**

[TERIMA KASIH KALIAN SEKALIAN.]

saya pun terus berlari2 keluar toilet tgn berus gigi masih di tangan kanan..punya excited smpikn nak tkn button answer tertekan button end call..T_T (rasa nk hantuk kepala kat dinding
beratus kali!) syg,, pliiissss called me back..T_T

tetapi beberapa saat kemudian ringtone hp ku yg menyanyikan lagu dat's not my name nyanyian The Tings Tings pun berbunyi semula...

**phiewww~~**

hello syg???

>____________________< [cik abg sape yg lg 3 org tue??? cepat cepat ngaku!!]

1234! by Plain White T's
(sy sgt suker, suker dan suker lagu ini)

1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

Give me more lovin' than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

Give me more lovin' from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you

1, 2, 3, 4
I love you
I love you

time to sleep. nite all~~

**hugs hugs**

[nota tapak kaki : baru ku tau selama ini dayat dan rizal memanggilku dgn gelaran 'sun mi'..
Deym!Grrrrrammmnya!SENGALLLs!xpa cek..xpa xpaaa..]

my little angel

2009-07-07T09:38:00.006+08:00

PERINGATAN : ENTRI INI BANYAK GAMBAR. KALO RASE2 X SANGGUP SILA JGN
SEGAN SILU UNTUK KLIK BUTTON 'X' YG BERWARNA MERAH DI
SUDUT ATAS PALING KANAN ITU.

hepi Tuesday people!!

before nk mengomel panjang panjang kat sini harus mintak ampun sama my comel lote fren ctah neh...sory ctah lama gila bru muncul entri neh...hehe

>_________<

As requested by her yg sgt teruja nk tgk my new niece mengalahkn mak sdare dia so kat sini sy ltak la eh a few pics of her...disebabkan sy tgh dlm mood yg malas nk mengedit gambar budak ni, so sy ltak jer trus gedebak gedebuk semua gambar dia kat sini...boleh?? so entri kali neh melayan gambo je la yer...

Okey ladies,,,,meet my new niece Nur Kamilia Zahra yg bru 2 bln 26 hari dlm rancangan Gigi Gogo Ummul. Here we go,,,

ok sampai ketemu lg kita di laen waktu dlm rancangan Gigi Gogo Ummul,,,eheee (^_^)

bye bye~~

selamat berkuliah kembali

2009-07-05T23:49:00.004+08:00

helluuuuu people!!

dah lama sgt kot tak menulis kat sini.heh. sgt windu same kamu, kamu dan kamu sume! =)

yeah i'm back to upsi,,,

*yippie yippie* (lompat lompat)

best sbb dpt jumpe kwn kwn blik. byk gossips nk citer. teeheee..

*sob sob* (lap lap mata)
sedih sbb sok klas dah start. wuaaaa!!! dah la pkul 8 pg plak tuh,,,TAK SUKE klas di pagi hari sbb perlu mandi di subuh hari...aish! my 1st lecture adalah kelas kimia. phiew~~ sabar jelah!

dis sem adalah sem terakhir kat upsi..wah dah sem 7 dah kamu yer?? =) next sem insyaAllah dah start wat praktikum..(semangat semangat). so sempena sem 7 ni diharap sy akan:

1) lebih rajen menelaah buku2 pelajaran. ye. ok saya sgt MALAS belajar.

2) kurangkn tido. yg ni payah skit. tp akan cuba sdaya upaya.

3) tidak membuat esemen last minute lg supaya tidak perlu tido pkul 5 a.m lg . ceh. tp org kata wat esemen last minute idea mencurah2. betul ker...ntah. laen org laen cara kn.=)

4) lebih semangat tuk berdating.eh belajar. >__<. insyaAllah 'semangat' sy akn balik x lama lg. INSYAALAH.. (doa doa fuh fuh!)ameeeeennnnnn.....

rasanya tak terlambat lg kot tuk sy ucapkn TAHNIAH tuk kwn2 yg dpt result gempak gempak tuk last sem...salute! n tuk yg kurang bejaya tuh,,,, chill bebeh! DUN GIVE UP! masih ade masa lg... 2 sem lg okeh.

good nite~~

hurting

2009-05-08T10:20:00.004+08:00

mulut org mmg susah nk ttp kan??

its ok when u talk sumting bad bout me,,, sy terima,,, coz i noe i'm not perfect,,,, sy hamba-NYA yg punya byk kelemahan,,,,

but when u said sumting bad bout my love life?? i just can't.....

haih,,,,

when all those f****** words coming out from their 'beautiful' mouth,,, i just keep quiet,,, as long as i can! sy dah lali sgt dah la dgn sume #$$%$^ words tue,,,,xde modal laen ker??

xpe la syg,, dorg x sekapal ngn kiter,,, mungkin mereka punya kisah cinta yg sempurna,, mungkin dorg x penal kenal pun erti rindu tuh ape?? mungkin dorg x penah tau bagaimana rasanye saban waktu menghitung ari tuk mendengar kabar berita dr dia lg,,, dorg xkn penah paham perasaan itu! sgale rase sedih + sakit + geram yg sy rase,,,i just keep it to my self! who cares??

semlm tersnyum riang,,, hari ni menanges pilu,,, hmm,,dats life!! rite??

lega+bahagia+etc..

2009-05-07T21:32:00.008+08:00

hip hip hooray!!

at last,, sume keserabutan yang melanda jiwa berakhir jua,,,

phiew!~~

exam dah settle,,,

pembentangan proposal tuk tesis pun berlangsung dgn jayanya! huh disebabkan neves tahap power rangers tuk present benda alah neh,,, smlm kul 4 a.m bru la bleh tdo! org len sume dah tdo,,, sy dok sorg2 dlm bilik menghafal skrip,,, konon nk bg nmpk yakin time present nti,,, arghhh giler benci!! yg menambahkn lg ke'neves'an tuh bler my panels tuk approved my proposal tuh plak merupakan lecturer yg agk terkenal dlm mereject proposal student!

[agaknye cmni kot muke sy kalo neves??]

haish ape la nasib hang Ummul,,,, nasib nasib,,,

but i'm sooooooo hepi sbb my presentation td berjalan dgn baik...=) n my perception bout my panels yg konon2 suke down kn students tuh was totally wrong!hah tu lah asyik dgr ckp2 org lg!
hukhuk,,, sory miss mai... sory to u too dr.syakirah...=( both of u are superb! thanx to energetic lady 'miss mai' sbb jdkan our presentation today sgt happening,,,sy rase bru hari neh sy paham ape benda laaaa yg sy blaja time tsr dlu tuh,,,3 bulan dok g klas tp x paham pape but today u make me understand all those things within 3 hours! fuh! errr,, miss mai ,, maybe nxt sem u shud ajar tsr jgk kot???

=p

hah lega yg amat sgt bler exam da abis n proposal tesis pun dah di approved...i'm hepi! =)

owh,,, skrg neh,, bee pun tgh berdayung-dayung kat malacca strait,,, sgt seronok! of cos la kn stelah sekian lama menanti,,,=) pasni seri Bijaksana ke egypt plak,,,

**sigh**

maybe kne tngu smpi 30th May b4 i can hear his voice again,,,=( Bee,, pasni xmo naek Seri lg bleh x?? Seri slalu bwk awk jauh2 dr sy,,,=( hope pasni awk naek puteri je,,, i'll pray for dat! tp kalo dah rezki awk ngn si Seri tu jgk nk wat cmne kn? apo nak di kato,,,,

tp yg penting ari ni mmg hari yg membahagiakn,, exam dah abis + proposal dah settle + dpt ckp lelame ngn bb,,,,kegembiraan berganda ganda,,, syukurrrrr Alhamdulillah...heee~~

I'M HEPI
.
.
.
I'M HEPI
.
.
.
I'M HEPI!!

[ini bkn sy dan rakan2!harap maklum]

can i??

2009-05-02T19:37:00.008+08:00

I wish i could be by ur side for one more minute
I could look at you earnestly and sincerely

I wish i could be by ur side for one more day
I could sing more moving songs and tell more beautiful stories for you without feeling tired
When you are asleep I will look at your smiling face happily

I wish i could be by ur side for one more year
I will try my best to do everything I can for you

I wish i could be by ur side for the rest of my life
Nothing I will care about, nothing I will pay attention to
Only you, my only goal, is worthing struggling for, worthing fighting for

I wish i could be by ur side till the day when the world ends
You are the only one completely belonging to me and
I am the only one completely belonging to you
We two, together, build a small place to live in
No more sorrow, no more hurt again

I wish i can be the BEST GIRL for him forever,,,
can i??

m0vIeeee tImEEE!!!

2009-05-02T00:12:00.007+08:00

sehari dua ni me n my hosmates asyik dok lyn movieee seram...release tensen la kunun dpt jerit2 sesaat dua sehingga terkeluar suara garau semulajadi itu,,,,hahaha.... tp ape yg nk di share,, movie yg kami tgk mlm neh mmg BEST GILER!!! mmg SENTAP abes ah,,,,

movie ape??

jeng jeng jeng,,,,

uit uit,,, x aci ttp mata yeh!!

mmg best!!!

Diarahkn oleh pengarah yg same yg mengarahkn citer Shutter ngn citer Alone... sape2 yg penah tgk 2 citer terbabit mmg tau la yg citer Sophon Sakdapisit xkn penah menguciwakn! malah citer coming soon neh lg horror dr 2 citer terbabit....

kalo nk best g tgk kat cinema lg thrillll!!! tp kitorg neh tgk kat ateh katil jer,,, maklumla tg.malim punye cinema besar sgt smpi segan cek nk masuk....(org tanjung xmo marah naaa...)

korang bygkn yg korang ingtkn korang tgh gendong bagpack tp rupe2 nye korang tgh gendong hantu pompuan tua tuh,,,,

pastu pastu,,,, korang ingtkn korg tgh pegang tgn awek korg tp upenye korg tgh berpimpin tgn dgn si 'dia',,,,

pastu pastu,,,,

ok Ummul,,,,dah cukup.

pape pun,,,,mmg x rugi tgk movie neh! mmg berbaloi....(ecewah mcm bli kain kat Kamdar plak yer...)

=)

Layaaannn~~~

disebabkn jantung neh mseh dok tersntap2 lg,,, cncel stay up! tdo awal....takutttt!!

T_T

p/s : dayah laling,,,thanx pinjm lengan u,,,, berbirat x?? ^____^

i ♥ u

2009-05-01T18:51:00.004+08:00

Bulan dengarkan lantunku
Bintang temanilah aku
Terangi gelap malamku

Aku ingin engkau tahu
Ku kan selalu menunggu
Hilangkan rasa letihku

Bila nanti kau mengerti
Kumohon terangi aku

Dalam hatiku
Ingatkan aku
Untuk menahan rasa hati lelahku
Yang slalu ...
Rindukan tawamu dalam hatiku

Hanya dirimu ...
Beri malamku yang menghiasi jiwa
Yang rapuh
Terlalu merindumu

Bila nanti kau mengerti
Kumohon terangi aku .....

Dalam hatiku
Ingatkan aku
Untuk menahan rasa hati lelahku
Yang slalu ...
Rindukan tawamu dalam hatiku
Ingkatkan aku ku kan tetap menantimu
Hingga hati itu
Kan jadi milikku

i.m.i.s.s.u.b.a.b.e
cpt balik yeh syg...=(

g0 ummul!!! fighting!!

2009-04-30T12:19:00.006+08:00

gmbr tiada kaitan,,, hny mempamerkn senyuman sengal ku pabila gumbira!

phiew~~

hah leganye rase dah abih paper.....(mari kita berhooyeah2!!)

eh??

btol ker dah abih??

tipu jeee... ade ag 1 paper,,, tp lmbt lg,, 6th May,,, so consider abeh,,,,muahaha... bleh ker mcm tu? suke ati.....

pasni nk tonggang tebalik bce benda alah nih plak,,, duhh!! ini merupakn obat tdo pling mujarab after sejarah time spm dlu!gerenti tdo,,,,walopun bru jer 15 minit bgn tdo tp ble bkk jer bku ni trus menguap bkn maen lg,,,hahaha ngaku je la yg ko tuh mmg kaki tdo ummul weh,,, nk salahkn bku plak! dugaan btol nk habiskn sume bab dlm plant physio neh,,, bler bkk jer bku laptop ku asyik missed cll jerrrr,,,, seminit 2-3 kali,,,, kalo sejam?? hah nk tau kire sndiri,,, sy bab kire2 neh mmg lembap! tp seyes,,, dugaan btol la laptop neh,,, asik pngil suh online jer,,,,bru jer 10 minit off tp jap g msti dah x senang duduk,,, pale asik tertoleh2,,, laptop ku missed cll lg!!! adoiii tlg!!

YA ALLAH tabahkn atiku,,,, amin,,,,=)

hari neh paper microtecing agak sronok utk dijawab,,, sbb?? soalan bleh jwb ikut logik n kepahaman sndri n mase pun kejap jer,,, 1 1/2 jam tuk jwb 2 esei,,,,i like i like i like!! ari neh exam dok sbelah si adek topek,,,, rase agk bersemangat n teruja jgk sbb rase mcm dok sbelah my babe!!

hahaha

tp seyes ok,,, muka dia mcm muke faizal,,, dr sem 1 lg dah perasn,,, so mmg syiok la jgk dok tgk muke bdk tuh! at least terhapus la sket rase rindu kat faizal,,,, hahaha,,, ummul ko mmg sengal OK! weh bkn sy sorg je yg prasn eh,,, utk pengetahuan sume my hosmates pun turut mengiyakn ok,,, kn dayah kn? kn kien kn? kn sue kn? kn na kn? kan lin kn? kn eh mane ade kn lg,,, dah tu jer hosmate yg sy ade,,, so maknanye pndangn mata hati sy x salah melihat yer,,,=)

>_______<

ok dah ummul stop mmbebel,,,pegi rest,,,huhu

dah tiba masanya tuk merehatkn jari jemari ku setelah pnat mengarut time exam td... giler penat menulis esei 5-6 pages cmtuh! cam wat cerpen,,,,

ni pun menaip guna SIKU,,,,

go UMMUL!!

go!! go!!

fighting!!

adios~~

dEdiCatEd t0 aLL b0yS oUt ThErE!!

2009-04-28T22:42:00.003+08:00

LELAKI...

Dulu,
Bila disebut lelaki,
Wanitanya mendongak megah,
Lelaki kami Assadullah, Saifullah,
Tokoh ramai tak terkira,

Kini,
Bila disebut lelaki,
Wanitanya menunduk lemah,
Tokoh kami sedikit sekali,
Ramainya boneka Yahudi.

Dulu,
Bila disebut lelaki,
Wanitanya tenang di hati,
Lelaki kami menjaga, melindungi,

Kini,
Bila disebut lelaki,
Wanitanya mahu cabut lari,
Lelaki khianat, perogol bersiri.

Dulu,
Bila seorang wanita teraniaya,
Sepasukan kuda putih membela,
Al-Mu'tasim kebanggaan wanita,

Kini,
Ribuan wanita suci dipenjara,
Fatimah diperkosa minta dibela,
Lelaki tunduk tak bertenaga.

Dulu,
Bila wanita di bawah jagaannya,
Lelaki memagari sehabis daya,
Tiada siapa berani menggoda,

Kini,
Bila wanita di bawah jagaannya,
Lelaki tak kisah auratnya terbuka,
Wanitanya dibiar bebas, binasa.

Dulu,
Lelaki menggadai harta dan nyawa,
Untuk mengangkat kemuliaan agama,

Kini,
Lelaki menggadai ketinggian agama.
Demi nafsu, dunia dan seisinya.

Dulu,
Lelaki bermatian mencipta sejarah,
Kental berjihad, tekun berdakwah,

Kini,
Lelaki hanya menyanjungi sejarah,
Diri bermalasan, tenaga tak dikerah.

Dulu,
Lelaki memperjuangkan deen dan ummah,
Al-Farouq, Zunurain mati terbunuh,

Kini,
Lelaki memperjuangkan diri dan kroninya,
Hingga sanggup membunuh.

Dulu,
Lelaki bersatu menghadapi musuh,
Angkatannya kuat dan teguh,

Kini,
Lelakinya berpuak dan berpecah,
Sesama sendiri saling bertelingkah.
Kembalilah lelakiku,
Pada kelakianmu,
Kami rindukan lelaki dulu,
Acuan Madrasah Rasul....

[curik dr fs k.ngah aka hasni jamaludin =p]

TAWAKKAL

2009-04-28T15:23:00.004+08:00

Genetik ini,,,,,,

MEMBUNUHKU!!!!!!!!!!

soooo frustrated!!!!!!! giler keji + kejam soklan yg dikemukakn,,,, menusuk hingga ke kalbu,,,,

haish,,,,,

spt dijangka sjak dr awl sem lagiiii,,,, sy ini sgt lomah kalo bab kire2,,,, bile dpt soklan kire2 jer trus stat berpeluh mcm 1st day nak jumpe bakal mak mentua (hahaha,,, perasn!! bile u jmpe bkal ur MIL ummul???)

sy tilik2 dan sy tenung2 soalan kire2 tuh,,,,,lame jgk la daku berkeadaan begitu,,,, dan akhirnya apa yg mmpu sy lakukan hnylah,,,,,

SENARAIKAN SUME RUMUS YG SY INGAT SATU PERSATU!!!!

p + q =1

p2 + 2pq + q2 = 1

p2 + q2 + r2 + 2pq + 2pr + 2qr =1

hambik ko,,,,

soalan yg sengal pastinye akn mndapat jwpn yg sengal jgk lebih2 lg dr org yg sengal mcm UMMUL!!!

walopun sy rase lecturer tuh msti rase mcm nk cium lempang jer biler tgk jwpn sy tuh,,,,tp nk wat cmne,,, tu jer yg terdaya sy buat,,,, dpt 1 mrkh pun jadikkk la puan!!!!

tp,,, x kesah la,,,,dah jwb pun,,,, skrg hny mmpu tawakkal + redha + pasrah sahaje dgn apa jua markah yg akn beliau berikan,,,,

oleh itu,,, demi meraikn kegembiraan smpena tamatnye paper genetik nih,,,

xnk stdy mlm ni bleh??

huhu,,,,

sok la weh stdy,,,,=(

PENAT....

OuR dEsTiNy

2009-04-24T20:22:00.008+08:00

____________________________

You are my destiny
Come closer
I want to hold both of your hands
And fall asleep next to you
You are my everything
You’ll always be with me, my love
Know that you’re the only one in my mind

Even when you’re in my arms
I wish that time were to stop
Your bright smile
Reaches deep in my heart
The love I buried deep in my heart
I want to feel your fragrance

Always be near me
Just so that I can feel you

You are my destiny
I’ll be with you
Always in the same place
I will gaze at you
You are my everything
I will live only for you, my love
Let me keep you in my heart

Always be near me
Just so that I can feel you

You are my destiny
I’ll be with you
Always in the same place
I will gaze at you
You are my everything
I will live only for you, my love
Let me keep you in my heart

___________________________

bee,,, awk still ingt lgu neh??

O.U.R.S.O.N.G

n our ringtone tooo....:D hikhikhik..... sjk smlm asyik dok dgr lagu niiiii je lah.... rindu mungkin,,,, yer,,,,

sy RINDU!!!

he called me yesterday,,,, bgtau sy pasni Seri Bijaksana akn ke Egypt plak,,,, n kalo ikut schedule maybe smpi sane 20th May nti,,,,bee,,, syg tau yg 20 May tu lame lg,,, dan maknanye lame lg la syg kne tngu b4 syg dpt dgr suare awk lg....tp xpe la bee,,, syg kn dah janji nk tngu awk??=) syg dah tngu awk 3 bln n syg x kesah kalo kne tngu lame sket lg...=)

tp,,,=(

sy dah mula rindukn dia,,,

sy dah mula rindu suaranya,,,

sy dah mula rindu gelak tawanya,,,,

*sigh*

Ya Allah berikanlah aku kekuatan.....

m.y.d.a.r.l.i.n.g.b.a.b.e

i noe the distance btwn us seems so far
n like it will nvr end...
but,,,
no matter how many oceans away,,,
no matter how many hours apart,,,
no matter how many days until i see u again,,,
u r always close to my heart,,,

m.y.d.a.r.l.i.n.g.b.a.b.e

no matter how far u r rite now
no matter how pain i feel of missing u
its nothing compared to my luv for u
n da luv u've given me back
u r my heart n soul
u r my only one
n i will count da days
until we can be 2gether again....=)

yg merinduimu,
Ummulnirah Saad

G-0-0-D-L-U-C-K

2009-04-21T19:00:00.008+08:00

hye people!!!!

rase nyer skrg neh mmg tgh demam exam kn,,,,sume org pun sebok menstudy kn diri,,,, me???
haish,,, susah nk ckp (smbil geleng2 pale),,, asik nk tdoooo jer,,,, aduih lah!! ade x ubat2 yg bleh wat org rajen???

*wink*

+_______+

hari neh sy dah start my 1st paper,,,, and 5 more papers to go!!!!!

syyyyhhhhhhh!!!!

i just wanna wish G-O-O-D L-U-C-K to all my frens, my classmates n my hosmates,,,,, tuk nina n zilot yg tgh final exam pun gud luck jugak to both of u,,,,=) n sume org pun tlg doakn sy bleh?? heeee!!! tima aceh.....=)

bb,

time kasih cll syg sbb nk wish me luck tuk my exam,,,, dun u noe dat u r so sweeetttt!!!=) walaopun sedih nk exm kali neh sbb dah xde sape nk call/msg syg pg2 b4 syg g exam,,,,

pesan suh syg doa byk2.......

selawt manyak2 lah.......

ingt bb time exam lah.......
(hikhik yg ni tipuuuu!!!)

tp walopun x suruh syg stil ingt awk time tgh struggle nk jwn exam tuh,,,,
n still bleh sunyum2 time jwb exam tuh,,,, hik2,,, sah ANGAU!!!!
Exm ari ni xde sape dah syg nk cll pas exam,,,, nk ngadu exam susah,,,,
syg rindu nk dgr awk pujuk2 syg lg,,,,=(
syg x sbr nk tngu LUSA!!!
cuz i noe this thursday i'll get a call from Taiwan,,,,=)

"Tears in my eyes, you on my mind, love in my heart, oceans in-between ... I love you syg,,, i always do...."

to my hosmates : tlg tarik idung sy kuat2 kalo sy malas!!!!seyes....=p

sy ini nak bayar utang

2009-04-19T18:12:00.005+08:00

owh msuk hari ni dah 2 hari sy asyik membayar utang tag sy kpd yg berkenaan,,, xpela sy anggap ini sbagai practice utk mnjawab soalan exam,,,,ahaks!! mari kita jwb sokln cegu ikien ni satu persatu,,,, (dgn dibantu oleh lin & na)....

1. kalo anda jd org terkaya di dunia?

- sy bwk mak bapak sy g wat haji tiap2 tahun & umrah stp bln (owh rase diri sgt suci murni)

- beli snjata pling cngih & kasi bom israel **** itu....(insaf stlah menonton tygn palestin bersama osmate)

- nak beli sume kapal misc sooo nti sy akn make sure syg sy sailing dkt2 jer.... seminggu blik 3 kali,,, huahuahua (berangan la ko mul!!)

2. kalo anda jd org terseksi di dunia?
seksa kat akhirat ko x ingt??

3. kalo anda perlu terjun tingkat ke-100 utk membuktikn cinta anda??
sy suruh dia terjun dlu,,,alasan x bleh blah... sjer nk suh sy 'pegi' dlu sbb nti dia nk cri laen??

4. kalo org kater blog anda buruk nk mampos??
ade aku paksa ko open blog aku??

5. kalo family anda yg menentukan teman hidup anda. kira perkahwinan yg ditetapkn keluarga lah??
hensem x? kayer x? bapak dia ade tan sri x? dia ade tun x? umah dia 20 tingkat x? kete ade 50 bjik x? ade pdg golf x kat umah dia? kalo ckp sume neh aku terima nikahnye... (waaaa!! xmo xmo!!nk dia jgk)

6. kalo tiada lg hari esok??
tomoro never die,,,

7. kalo org yg anda bnci brd di dpn anda?
sy sepak bontot dia smbil ckp,,, ingt lenkali jgn jln dpn aku lg!!

8. kalo anda berpeluang msuk Fear Factor dan mkn bnda pelik2??
pelik sgt ker?? makann ape yg pelik sgt tu?? bleh gtau dlu x?

9. kalo ibu bapa anda tiada lg pd pg esoknya??
owh... diorg g keje la tuh,,, ptg t dorg blik la...

10. kalo anda jumpa artis/selebrti yg paling anda minati?? nyatakan artis/selebriti trsebut.
angelina jolie,,,nk ker dia jmpe sy?? huuuu~~

11. kalo diberi lesen utk mmbunuh, sape yg akn anda bunuh??
pengasas peperiksaan!!!sy x suke stdy for exam tau??????

12. kalo org kater anda kacak/cntik??
tima aceh,,,,:D smbil kuarkn cermin dan belek2 wajah ku,,,, haha sengal!!

13. kalo anda ada penyakit AIDS di usia muda??
AIDS?? Aku Ini Dara Sunti ker??

14. kalo anda trpaksa korbankn cinta anda utk org laen?
xtau,,, xde penglaman,,,

15. kalo anda memenangi anugerah,,, anugerah apa yg anda inginkn??
seiklas ati la nk bg anugerah aper,,, sy x gler glamor,,,

16. kalo anda brpeluang menikmati mkn mlm yg romantik??
kalo sy dpt mkn ngn dia,,, mkn ape pun jd romantik... minum mineral water pun romantik,, haha =)

17. kalo anda berpeluang mengahwini bangsa asing? bangsa apa yg anda inginkn?
kalo sy nk kawen ngn makhluk asing???

18. kalo anda terpaksa terpisah ngn org tersyg??
skrg ni pun mmg tgh 'terpisah',,,,sob sob,,, Bee winduuuuu!!!

19. kalo ramai yg x puas ati krn mrka cmburu ngn anda??
lantak lah,,, x jd kudis pun kat sy,,,

20. mengenai org yg tag kamu neh?
name diberi norasyikin ahmad khan, berumur 22 thun, merupakan ank sulung dr 4 adik bradik, mmpunyai ciri2 keibuan + isteri solehah,,,hikhik (btol!!x tipu)

21. i'm tagging
my follwers!!!

Settling My Debt

2009-04-18T23:24:00.004+08:00

Oo oo,,,

i have been tagged by neesa cumelll,,, disebbkn skrg ni pun tgh dilanda keserabutan jiwa yg kronik,,, so sy dgn senang atinyer nk mnjwb soklan2 berikut,,,, =)

1. Letakkan gambar profile anda

2. Terangkan maksud gambar itu

Dat's ME!!! (batting eyelashes) hikhik,,,, gambo tuh xde pape mksud pun,,, sesaje amik di kala bosan mase dlm bus,,,haha.... so mknenye amik gmbr sendiri la neh,,,(mmg poonnn...) nigel barker pun take his own picture...soo wut?? :D

3. Kenapa pilih gambar itu?

yg ni pun sesaje gak,,,xde pape mksud tersirat maupun tersurat,,,maybe ni sbb my latest pic kot kn,,,so letak je lah...n lg stu lg stu,,, sy mmg ske ltak gmbr syok sndiri pun,,,, gagaga =)

4. Tag 5 lagi blogger!

aduh ni yg susah neh nk menge'tag' org neh,,,, sy tagged sape2 jer yg rase nk jwb tag neh n sesape yg xde keje,,,, sesape yg tgh tensen2 stdy tuh lg la dialukn2 menjwb,,,,=) chill~~

p/s: nk tagged bf sndiri bleh??? bee sile byr utang neh bile dah dpt line tenet nti yeh!! ^___^

NaK pEgi LaGiiiiii =))))

2009-04-16T00:31:00.016+08:00

hye2,,,

selamat stdy sumeee....=) heee~~

haih penatnye stdy....

phieww~~

nape kite kne stdy??

owh,,,,, sbb nk pndi....

tp,,,

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.

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kalo x pndi2 jgk cmne?? =(

ok2 xmo tny mukan2 lg.... (sile ketok pale sy sbb tny soklan sengal cmtuh!!!)

jom2 nk citer pengalaman sy g cmping kat mlake 3-4 apr lpas....walopun pegi just 2 hari 1 mlm jer tp sgt best!!!! sbb ni la 1st time me n my classmates g cmping sesame stelah 3 tahun berkenal mesra kat UPSI neh... huhu mesra sgt ker??? mesra2...=) haha!!

pepagi buta lg dah kumpul kat kampus,,,, kul 6.15 a.m cmtuh.... diulangi 6.15 ok!!! buleh byg x
sy kne bgn kul baper??? huhu.....kul 5.15 dah bgn (bgus tuk awek muda yer mandi pepagi cenggini,,,wek!! )

1st destination,,,, PUSAT BIOTEKNOLOGI MELAKA

1st time dtg tmpat educated cmni neh,,,, kat sini xde watpe sgt,,, byk dgr ceramah jer,,,, pastu mkn2,,, dpt g green house (tp green housenye xde la secanggih kat ngara1 maju sane tuh...masih dlm proses nk berkmbg),,,,pastu semntara nunggu boys solat jumaat,, we gurls ape lg sibuk bergambo sane sini.... hahaha.... penting tau utk kenangan....thanx to PUSAT BIOTEKNOLOGI MELAKA sbb bg kmi sample misai kucing tuh.... takut nk mkn smpi skrg,,,, tkut bler bgn tdo pg sok tmbuh misai ala2 Dato' K gtu.... hah cmne????

thanx to PBM sbb sudi menerima kehadiran kami...=)

tasha di dlm cubaan menggoda shuhaib,,,

2nd destination,,,, HUTAN REKREASI AYER KEROH

nak pegi lg!!nk pegi lg!!!heee gedix~~walopun dpt tdo semlm jer tp best2!!!=) kalo xde task Dr. Syakirah lagiiiiiiiii best,,,,,:D ape yg kami wat kat sane???

1) pasang kemah

by,,,,

95% : kayrul & joe

5% : kami betiga,,,,setelh diarahkn oleh kayrul utk berdiri di tepi n tngu shj setelah ini kemah kedua kmi jahanamkn.....weee~~

ampuuunnnn....

*wink*

^_____^

2) memburu tupai / tikus / binatang yg sewaktu dgnnye

nape aku meliht tasha & syuk seperti peniaga satay di psr mlm???

mariiii!!!!

fuh!!fuh!!msuk la msuk wahai gajah, tenuk, cipan, etc....

3) BBQ timee!!

ank2 dare ini sgt rajeeennnnn....=)

yummy2 recipe by : mukmin & syuk,,, thanx guys!!

muke2 lapar tp x dipedulikn oleh pizol,,,

teruna2 ini pun rajeeeennnn juge....=)

dah2 la tu kayrul,,,,ko x nmpk ke shuhaib dah migrain dgr sore ko tuh,,,, :D

4) memburu insects,,,, time task neh bergambo jer lebih.... haha!! i like i like,,,,

x bleh posing ngn bnda laenn ke ummul??

KAMI yg giler!!

tasha spt petani tgh membanting padi,,,, hahaha

penat tp kalo nmpk camera trus SENYUMMMM =)))

3rd destination,,,ZOO MALACCA

pastu tgharinye bertolak g zoo mlake,,,, 'kenangan terindah' ble me, tasya n yana dikejar iguana yg takutkn kayrul yg sengal!!! stelah x tau nk lari ke mana,,, kami ber-3 membuat keputusan memanjat sangkar,,,, gler lawak!! owh rase sgt malu time tuh!!! rase mcm tgh wat pertnjukn jer,,,,huhu... midah, am n syuk ktawe x hingat tgk kami yg mcm org giler brlari dlm sangkar tuh,,,,(eh org pngil sngkr ker?? blasah jer,,,, suke ati nk pngil pe pown,,,=p) oooo,,, korg ktawe yeh,,, xpe2,,, =)

memalu plak iea...=)))

murid2,,, itu zirafah!!!

then kul 3......BACK TO UPSI!!!

*sigh*

maka akn bermula la episod duka skali lg,,,,duhh~~

p/s : bee,,, dayung la kapal tu cecepat sket,,,,biar cpt msuk port!!! rinduuuu la kat dia....=)

aku & alat TULIS

2009-04-12T18:13:00.011+08:00

hari neh pegi memborong alat tulis di kdai cina name ADVANCED (x advanced pun sebenanye...) bersama kin dan dayah,,,,alat tulis dibeli untuk kegunaan peperiksaan,,,,(ayat BM layak dpt markh penuh)...

slalu b4 exam sy akn make sure sy blik kg....sekejap pun jadiiiiiii la.... nak rilek2 kt kg,,,, bru semangat sket nk stdy....tp sem ni....haih,,,, hampeh.... x buleh blik....waaaaaaa!!!!! nak balik!!!!!!! slalu akn g shpping stationery sume ngn ayh (alasan:sbb x yah guna duit sendiri,,,=p) sbb x guna duit sndiri jd aku membli x ingt,,,, sume nk yg baru,,, pen bru, eraser bru, ruler baru, sume la baru,,,,smpi ayh penah kate sy neh mcm bdk skola,,, tiap kali exm msti kne bli alt tlis bru,,,, ank sdare pun x mcm neh,,,,hahaha... tp sy wat muke 10sen, terus mmbeli dgn riang ria,,,,,:D

mmg pun,,, ok2 sy ngaku la sy orgnye sgt careless,,, slalu ilangkn alt tulis,,,, especially time msuk lab.... mmg akn ade pen or alt tulis laen yg ilang,,,(argh tension!!!!sape yg slalu kebas pen aku???) skrg ble g lab sy bwk sebtg pen jer,,,,, kd2g x bwk lgsg....gagagaga (gelak kejam!!!) dan sy akn terus prktikn amalan neh smpi sem dpn....pegi ke kelas dgn hny mmbwa sebtg pen,,,,, kalo ilang lg pasni xyah bwk trus,,,, tulis guna air liur....sape2 ade cadangn mcm ne x nk ilangkn stationery lg???

*********sekian************

p/s : mood status : hilang arah kerana trlalu 'seronok' mmbaca KPT

saya RINDU

2009-04-11T15:59:00.006+08:00

“I miss you when something really good happens,

because you are the one I want to share it with

I miss you when something is troubling me,

because you are the one who understands me so well.

I miss you when I laugh and cry

because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow

and my tears disappear.

I miss you all the time,

but I miss you most when i lay awake at night

and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other

for those were some of the best times of my life.”

bee...
rindunye syg kat awk....=( syg x boleh stdy la mcm nie... syg stdy tp dlm kpale syg neh asyk ingtkn awk,,,asyik tgk hp.... tngu ble awk nk cll lg.... awk cpt2 smpi port yeh syg... nti sy buleh dgr suare awk lg...=) kdg2 syg jeles tgk kwn2,,, tgk diorg slalu dpt spent time dgn chenta ati dorg,,,tp syg.......

__________________________

sabarlah hati
cintamu sdg diuji
penantianmu akn terhenti
cuma sdikit msa lg
pabila tiba masanya
dia kn kmbali di sisi
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p/s : Dun wipe ur tears if u still want to cry

Tima Kasih Cekgu =)

2009-04-10T01:10:00.013+08:00

uit2,,,, sume org da tdo ker??? =)

ari neh dah week 13... tngal semingguuuuu je lagi nk final.....

**sigh**

(rase nk hantuk pale kt dinding 30x mengenangkn esemen yg x sudah2 ag!!!!)

PENAT!!!!!

sume klas dah habis,,, tnggal klas tbp, kpt ngn plant physio je yg x reti2 nk abeh lg....

lg skali,,,,

**sigh**

nk ujung2 sem ni tingat plak kat sume2 lecturer yg ajr sy sem neh,,, mcm2 gaya yeh owg bijak pndi neh..:D

meh2 nk kenalkn ngn 1 persatu 'cekgu2' sy yeh,,,,

1. lecturer KPT = Pn. Razmah Man

orgnye sgt cuteeeee!!!! haha,,,, mcm mak2....=) huh berdebar seh nk present esemen ngn
dia neh.... silap2 sejam dok terkulat2 kat dpn tuh present,,,, so langkh terbaik ble dia
komen korgnye presentation,,, iyekn ajelah ape dia ckp.... angguk2 smpi tersengguk2
pun xpe.... lg selamat.... ye puan,,,, baik puan....=p tp walo ape pun orgnye sgt la comel,,,,=)
tima kasih puan ajar sy....=)

2. lecturer tsr = Dr. nik azmah

dr. nik neh sgt sempoi,,,, klas kul 8 korg nk dtg kol 9 pun xpe.... esemen due date minggu neh korg nk antar minggu dpn pun xpe... sgt la baik hati + pemurah,,,, aduyai apsal baik sgt neh dr,,,,moga2 byk lg la lecturer yg mcm dia kat UPSI neh... amiiiiinnnnnnn....=) tima kasih dr. ajr sy...=)

3. lecturer micro/macro teaching = Prof. madya Dr. maria salih

yg neh korg jgn wat giler dtg lambat,,,, kelas kul 10 kul 9 dah siap dah.... haha,,, takut seh!!! bak kata ctah,, klas kul 10, kul 8.15 dah tngu bus...hahaha,,,giler mantap penangan dr.maria neh... so to all juniors,,, dinasihatkn kalo kelas dgn dr. neh alang2 korg dtg lmbt baik x pyh dtg terus,,, lg selamat...kalo x... fuh!!! bernanah beb telinga.... tp sy suke blaja ngn dia sbb dia sgt pndi mengajar,,,, pastu lg2 dia cntekkk!!!=) tima kasih dr ajar sy...=)

4. lecturer genetik = Pn. Fatimah

now u can call her Dr. Fatimah okeh..=) genetic = killer subject,,,, genetic ini membunuhku... sape suke genetic angkt tgn??? tp sape x suke dia kn... dgn suarenye yg sgt2 la comel itu,,,,=)
ayat femes,,, "ala topic ni senang jer,,, u all paham jer,,, mesti buleh jwb" alahai puan..... masalahnye nk paham tu la,,,, tonggeng terbalik stdy pun blm tntu paham.. duhhh!!! puan.. tima kaseh yeh jdkn sy penternk drosophila....=p hihi....

okeh2 skrg nk kenalkn kamu2 dgn lecturer kesygan sume!!!!!

ok sume dis is Dr. hasimah alimon,, my plant physiology lecturer... also da head department of biology=) nape sy suke dia??? sbb dia sgt sporting....sgt memahami... senang dibwk berbincg..=) x penah rase tensen bler msuk klas dia....hepiii jeeee...=) lg satu lg satu... u noe wut,,, dia sgt la romantic ngn hubby dia!!! ouwww~~jeles2~~ well dr,, we surely will miss ur slanga...=) tima kasih dr. ajr sy pasal pokok tuh sume..=)

n da last but not least,,, here she is,,,

Our animal physiology lecturer,, Dr. Syakirah Samsudin.... sy sgt2 suke + kagum + etc...etc...etc... ngn dia neh...haih xtau nk describe mcm mane dr neh... orgnye sgt tenang,,smpi sy yg xde kena mengena ni pun kalo tgk muke dia pun rase tenang jer... hoho hebatnye aura dr... tutur kata sgt lembut,,, pastu sgt pandai,,, ( of cos la dia dr kn!!),, sgt caring...bla bla bla....sgt la berdedikasi...=) tima kasih dr ajar sy pasal system2 tuh sume... tp rasenye dlm sume system yg dr ajr,,, ari neh punye topic kot yg pling best... hahahaha =p

last one,, tima kasih jugk kat cik siti shamsiah,, our tutor for microtecing... sy sgt sonok blaja ngn dia neh... rase mcm kakak2 jer... tp xde gmbr dia,,, xpe2 nti kalo ade gmbr dia sy sy hupdate blik...

ok daa,,,

nitey nitey,,,,=)

mmmuahh!!!

My Precious 7 Minutes

2009-04-09T00:16:00.003+08:00

mlm neh sgt bosan... sedih jugak...=( hari neh our 3rd anny but i haven't received any call / msg from him....of cos la sy sedih!!! today is our special day....
bee... awk lupe ker hari ni hari ape....? =(

xpela dia x cll... redha + pasrah sume ade da neh... so i texted him...

"bee...ble awk nk smpi port neh... syg rinduuu...=("

even sy tau dia x dpt pun msg sy tuh,,,, tp sy x kesah.... sje nk pujuk ati sndri sebenanye...

tetibe,,,,

***kring kring***

sy tenung je hp tuh... neh satelite no kn?? (blur + terkebil2 byk kali)... oh nooooo!!!! BABE IT'S YOUUUU!!! =)

THANK U ALLAH kabulkn doa hambaMu ini.....=)

Bee... time kasih sbb awk masih ingt our special day... tima kasih jugak sbb awk sudi call sy semata2 nk wish our anniversary walopun terpakse guna satelite cll yg sgt lah mahal itu... i really appreciate it!!! =) sooo many wishes tuk our relationship yeh syg?? n i'll try to give my best to fulfill those wishes...=) i'll do it for u.. for me.. for us...

p/s : sumbody... tlg tampar sy laju2!!! i can't stop smiling,,,,, ngeeee~~

Hepi Our Anniversary Babe!!!~~

2009-04-08T00:10:00.008+08:00

Happy Our 3rd Anniversary Syg!!!!=)

Thank u ALLAH for sending him to me... i'm so glad dat i have u syg.... no words can describe how much i luv u...

I would give up everything

Before I'd separate myself from you

After so much suffering
I've finally found a man that's true
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful
I found you

I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me I can't survive
I don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause I need you in my life

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful
I found you

Bee...

tima kasih eh sbb jadikn sy suri hati awk...=) wlaupun awk xde tuk celebrate our special day 2gether...but i am sure yg awk kt ats kapal sane tue pun mesti ingt our anniversary kn..=) dlu mse our 1st anny pun awk xde gak.. awk tgh prktikal time tuh... so syg kne celebrate srg2..=( mase 2nd anny awk bg sy cd... awk nk suh sy tgk mcm mane the real life kat ats kpal tuh... mase mule2 dlu awk asyik tny jer sy btol2 ker nk kn awk neh... sbb awk ckp yg x sume org bole trime org kapal cm awk nih...awk takut sy berubah ati yeh???=) skrg neh kalo tny lg sy geget awk!!!

Bee...

Sungguh.. syg x penah menyesal memilih awk....x penah menyesal to get involved in dis kind of relationship... i'm so proud dat i've u...=) Allah jdkn hubungan neh sgt istimewa buat kita.... after 3 years 2gether without seeing each other... our love is still strong and insyaAllah will always be... we may not be like other couples dat olwez have a chance to spend their quality time wif their loved one... kita mungkin x punya byk kenangan spt org laen... tp kita x penah jdkn itu sbg alasan...=) We never stop loving each other and we'll always find a way to show our love.. dan syg rase kite dah bejaye buatkn mereka2 yg x pecayekn Long Distance Relationship n sesuke ati jer ckp yg LDR neh xkn bejaye spy pikir blik ape yg dorg ckp tuh!! Yes frens, we're in LDR and we managed to go through it...

"If you love someone,,, do not put their name in a heart because hearts can be broken,,,,instead put their name in a circle,,,,because circles go on forever"

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Selamat ulang tahun sayang
Kini kau bersayap, pergilah terbang
Rentaslah langit cita cita mu
Harap nanti kita kan bertemu

Selamat ulang tahun sayang
Janganlah engkau tak terbang pulang
Ku nanti penuh kerinduan
Aku hanya inginkan engkau setia
Kerana setia yang mencipta bahagiamu

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****Selamat Ulang Tahun Yg Ke-3 Syg****

i'm Totally Dead

2009-04-07T05:11:00.007+08:00

Exam Schedule
Semester 2 Sesi 2008/2009
	Code	Desc	Date
1	TSR3013	Kaedah Penyelidikan	21/04/2009
2	TBF3033	Fisiologi Haiwan	24/04/2009
3	KPT2063	Rekabentuk Instruksional dan Teknologi	27/04/2009
4	TBG2013	Genetik	28/04/2009
5	TBP3013	Perancangan & Pelaksanaan Kurikulum Biologi	30/04/2009
6	TBF3023	Fisiologi Tumbuhan	06/05/2009
OMG!!!! 2 minggu lg nk exam!!!giler~~~ satu ape pun x stdy lg....dush dush!! pegi stdy lah ummul.. apsal malas sgt neh!! Bee... x semangat lah nk stdy... awk xde...=( dlu awk ade tuk temankn sy stdy smpi tgh2 mlm... kdg2 smpi subuh... dlu sy sgt semangat nk stdy sbb sy tau stp mlm lps stdy awk akn call sy...(kononnye upah la sbb sy rajin stdy...=) SYGGG dia!!!! tp skrg.... kat sape sy nak ngadu bila sy penat blaja... sape nak pujuk sy lg bila sy tensen2.... sape nk kejutkn sy stp pagi supaya sy x terlebih tdo...:D sape nk ingtkn sy supaya jgn stdy smpi lupa mkn... skrg sume sy kne blaja handle sndiri...haih~~~ xpela bee... syg cube eh...i'll try my best!!=) my precious,,,,my only!!!

Urghh!! Seri Bijaksana!!!!~~~

2009-04-07T04:15:00.008+08:00

babe... cptlah balik!!!=(

Bee...
sy sgt jeles dgn Seri.... Seri ade kamuuu.... siang mlm dia dgn kamu.. tp sy sorg2 je kat sini... dah 2 bln awk dgn Si Seri tuh... n i have to wait another 5 months to be wif u again... lamanyeeee bee...=( boleh angau syg mcm neh!!

Seri...
tlg jaga chenta ati saya baek2 eh... make sure dia mkn byk2 (awk kn azam nk naikkn berat mase kat kapal!!mkn byk2 yeh bee..chubby pun xpe,,, syg x kesah=)) n make sure dia dpt enuff rest jgk... make sure dia keje rajin2, slalu ingtkn sy, x abaikn solat dia walo bz mcm mane pun...tlg yeh Seri..=)

Seri Bijaksana cpt pulangkan balik chenta ati sy!!!

i miss u lot dear... always...=(

Teruslah Berjalan... Teruslah Melangkah....

2009-04-07T04:15:00.003+08:00

Teruslah Berjalan... Teruslah Melangkah Wahai Sahabat....

"sudah manjadi janji kita dengan Allah bahawa setiap yang hidup pasti akan mati... DariNya kita datang kepadaNya jugalah kita akan kembali.."

takziah buat roz sekeluarga di atas kehilangan ayah tercinta...
i noe u are a strong gurl...
tabahkan ati yeh syg...
kalo ade pape gtau eh...
kami kat sini sntiasa ada untk kamoo~~

moga dia tenang di sana....
dan moga syurga tempatnya bersemadi....
amin...

The Beginning of The End

haihaihai blog picisan!

the time has come

baik baik sayang

i'll wait yaa..

♥For The Rest of My Life♥

.knape saye mcm ni.

sayang,, we are 4! :)

kasih ayah

tagged by zilot

back to skool!

paramore

away

hepi besday to you...

counting the days

Dugaan Di Bulan Puasa

mid-sem break LAH SANGATTT!!

The Bags Are Ready

pass it around

please dong!

as easy as 1234!

my little angel

selamat berkuliah kembali

hurting

**lega+bahagia+etc..**

can i??

m0vIeeee tImEEE!!!

i ♥ u

g0 ummul!!! fighting!!

dEdiCatEd t0 aLL b0yS oUt ThErE!!

TAWAKKAL

OuR dEsTiNy

G-0-0-D-L-U-C-K

sy ini nak bayar utang

Settling My Debt

NaK pEgi LaGiiiiii =))))

aku & alat TULIS

saya RINDU

“I miss you when something really good happens,

because you are the one I want to share it with

I miss you when something is troubling me,

because you are the one who understands me so well.

I miss you when I laugh and cry

because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow

and my tears disappear.

I miss you all the time,

but I miss you most when i lay awake at night

and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other

for those were some of the best times of my life.”

Tima Kasih Cekgu =)

My Precious 7 Minutes

Hepi Our Anniversary Babe!!!~~

i'm Totally Dead

Urghh!! Seri Bijaksana!!!!~~~

Teruslah Berjalan... Teruslah Melangkah....

lega+bahagia+etc..